Happy Memories

I have just been having a day of happy memories. It's brought me to the conclusion that my last week with Landon was wonderful! I was loving that my belly was looking more round than flabby. I was definitely feeling kicks. I was exhausted from sitting up because I had started watching Supernatural on Netflix and had moved the ottoman right in front of the TV. I had the sewing machine set up in front of me on a TV tray and had finished (girl-themed, thanks to a terrible ultrasound tech) curtains, a bed skirt, some burp cloths and a nursing cover. I don't remember what we did on Saturday but I know on Sunday we went to the watering hole for the very first time in my life and had a great time! our friends floated me around the river and we sat in the pool and we had an absolutely fabulous time. On the way to the watering hole we stopped at a gas station and the cashier told me I looked like I was going to pop any day. I was 18 weeks 5 days. Needless to say, we won't go back to that place during our next pregnancy! But anyways, the 19 weeks we had Landon in our lives were absolutely spectacular and while I do grieve him and miss him and get upset about the time we don't have, it's important to acknowledge that we were incredibly blessed and that I wouldn't change it for the world!